Painful Memories
So, as many of you who know me very well, know about what happened fri night. As a result of that, I felt the need to change my SN on yahoo, which again you all have by now. If not you can email me, and I'll give it to you. Also I decided to put a password on my blog, which if you are reading this you have that password. Anyways I soon plan to put the events of fri on here. But for now, this is all I got :) take it easy
Chris
Chris's Memories Cause Him Pain At 6:35 PM
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So I haven't wrote anything for a long time. I've been a bit pre-occupied with other things and to say the least I have a million things on my mind right now and I'm just bummed and don't know what to do. But heres what has happened this week...
Sat I went to the pagan pride day in louisville with Tina. It wasn't what I thought it would be but I had a good time, after that we went and got something to eat, and then we went for a Hike. Afterwards we went to walmart, and then to my house, where we wasted time, and then we went to Josh's to pick him up, but had to wait for him, cause he was getting a tattoo, then we went and got Whitney, and some alcohol, and then we went to Tina's house. On the way to Tina's house, Josh was being retarded, and he ended up burning my face with a cigarette. Then we came back to my house, and hung out, and that was more or less what happened, I just left out the drama that occured near the end of the day, but all and all it was a great day.
Sunday was an ok day as of what I could remember. I got up and got ready for work was good. Not much to report from there. After work Tina, Josh, and Whit came over again, and we hung out for a little while. And then I went to bed
Monday, again I got up, and got ready for work, nothing out of the ordinary for a mon. However this mon was differant, this was the last day before my vacation started, so I was excited. Work was more or less good till the end, when I felt something bad was going to happen, and I was right. Tina and I "broke up", because of things that were being said around work. I wasn't really upset that we broke up, I was just upset that it happened the way it did. The reason I was not upset, is cause I wasn't really ready to be in a relationship, and so this was a way I could have time outside of it, to do some work on myself. I have alot of issues right now in my life, that I need to work out, before I can be heart and soul in a relationship. I'm kinda glad that it happened, cause it wouldn't have been fair to her, with me not feeling the way she does. It's not that I don't feel the same, cause I do, its just that right now I'm not allowing myself to feel that way. I'm not sure how much since this makes, but anyways....
Tuesday I was not having the best of day from the time I woke up til I went to sleep at night. I think, well I know I was depressed over the thing that happened Mon night after work. I didn't do much at all, except stay at home. I wasn't in the mood to do much.
Wends..... Oh wends. Josh had decided it would be good for Tina, and me to talk, so he planned on us getting together at my house to play cards. So I agreed to that, so I asked Tina if he could use his car to come get me, cause I had some things I needed to do, and since my car is broke down, I was unable to do the things I needed. So she agreed, and he came over after work, and we did what I had to do, then Josh and I hung out till Tina got off work, and thats when all the trouble started. I decided to invite some other people to come over, and I found out that Tina also invited other people to come over, so it ended up being a party night. Well it started off akward, cause I thought Tina was mad at me cause she was acting like she was, I don't know if I ever really figured out why she was in the mood she was in at the start of the party, but after awhile, we talked, and worked things out. We have decided that no matter what we need each other in our lives, so for now, we are going to be friends, and see where things go. However the feelings are still there, and so its kind of an akward friendship... but anyways enough about that. I had alot to drink, as well as everyone else, however no one had as much as Josh did. He was falling all over the place, and I was getting drunk enough to where I was also, so at one point and time, when I had fallen, Josh came over to help me up, and instead he fell on me, and ended up grabbing me somewhere (which I am not going to talk about any further than that), and then he kept falling and falling, so I decided he should go in and go to bed, but he wouldn't listen to me, so I went and sat on the porch, and talked to everyone else, and somehow I ended up throwing Smirnoff on Travis, who then threw what ever he was drinking on Tina, who threw her drink on Josh, who threw his drink on Alex, who got the water hose, and tried to spray everyone, and sometime after that, I finally convinced Josh to go inside, cause he was still drinking, and I didn't want him to get sick, or to fall and hurt himself, so we got him inside, and he got sick, and someone went to use the bathroom, and the toilet over flowed, and everything was happening all at once, and then mom woke up and started yelling about all the noice, and she said everyone had to leave, and then me and her got into it, cause she is living with me, at my house, and I told her if she didnt like it she could leave, but no one was in any shape to go anywhere. Well for some reason, we decided it would be good to go to white castle :-D, and I drove, and we made it, and we ate, and by then I was sober, so we came home, and travis and Alex left, and tina and I went to bed. (that is not even close to everything that happend, but I am getting sick of typing about this day cause I still have 2 more days to go, so I am leaving alot out)
Thursday morning, we woke up, to take Josh to work, who decided he wasn't going to go to work, cause he was still sick, so we went to get some breakfast, and he attempted to call in, but didn't talk to managment, cause before they answered he got sick again. Tina needed to go get clothes to wear to work, so we took Josh back home, so he could go back to sleep, and then we went shopping, and then we came back to my house so she could take a nap before she went to work. I tried to sleep but kept getting woke up, so I didn't get much sleep at all. Josh didn't get up till like 6 that night. I took him home, then came back home. Then later on Tina, me, whit, dani, and jenn, went to Dennys to eat. We were supposed to have a party that night, but after wends night, i was partied out, and after dennys I came in and went to bed. Which brings me to today
Today I got up, and hung out with Tina and Whit, cause I am borrowing Tina's car. Later on I have to go get Josh, cause me and him are going to hang out, and then when Tina gets off, her, whit, and I are going out. So that is how this week has been. I'm thinking of having a party Sun or Thurs night next week, I guess we'll see. I hope this next week goes by slow cause sat I'll be back to work, and I'm dreading that, cause some new changes happened the first day of my vacation. And I am going to feel out of the loop when I get back. I guess I am going to end this now, and find something to do, I need to get ready for tonight before long, but I have a feelng I am going to play on POGO first.
P.S.
This is a long entry, at least for me. And it is also the first time I have ever sit and wrote down what happened during the day or week. And I'm not sure I'll ever do so again, cause I don't like to type that much :).
Chris's Memories Cause Him Pain At 3:47 PM
Sat I went to the pagan pride day in louisville with Tina. It wasn't what I thought it would be but I had a good time, after that we went and got something to eat, and then we went for a Hike. Afterwards we went to walmart, and then to my house, where we wasted time, and then we went to Josh's to pick him up, but had to wait for him, cause he was getting a tattoo, then we went and got Whitney, and some alcohol, and then we went to Tina's house. On the way to Tina's house, Josh was being retarded, and he ended up burning my face with a cigarette. Then we came back to my house, and hung out, and that was more or less what happened, I just left out the drama that occured near the end of the day, but all and all it was a great day.
Sunday was an ok day as of what I could remember. I got up and got ready for work was good. Not much to report from there. After work Tina, Josh, and Whit came over again, and we hung out for a little while. And then I went to bed
Monday, again I got up, and got ready for work, nothing out of the ordinary for a mon. However this mon was differant, this was the last day before my vacation started, so I was excited. Work was more or less good till the end, when I felt something bad was going to happen, and I was right. Tina and I "broke up", because of things that were being said around work. I wasn't really upset that we broke up, I was just upset that it happened the way it did. The reason I was not upset, is cause I wasn't really ready to be in a relationship, and so this was a way I could have time outside of it, to do some work on myself. I have alot of issues right now in my life, that I need to work out, before I can be heart and soul in a relationship. I'm kinda glad that it happened, cause it wouldn't have been fair to her, with me not feeling the way she does. It's not that I don't feel the same, cause I do, its just that right now I'm not allowing myself to feel that way. I'm not sure how much since this makes, but anyways....
Tuesday I was not having the best of day from the time I woke up til I went to sleep at night. I think, well I know I was depressed over the thing that happened Mon night after work. I didn't do much at all, except stay at home. I wasn't in the mood to do much.
Wends..... Oh wends. Josh had decided it would be good for Tina, and me to talk, so he planned on us getting together at my house to play cards. So I agreed to that, so I asked Tina if he could use his car to come get me, cause I had some things I needed to do, and since my car is broke down, I was unable to do the things I needed. So she agreed, and he came over after work, and we did what I had to do, then Josh and I hung out till Tina got off work, and thats when all the trouble started. I decided to invite some other people to come over, and I found out that Tina also invited other people to come over, so it ended up being a party night. Well it started off akward, cause I thought Tina was mad at me cause she was acting like she was, I don't know if I ever really figured out why she was in the mood she was in at the start of the party, but after awhile, we talked, and worked things out. We have decided that no matter what we need each other in our lives, so for now, we are going to be friends, and see where things go. However the feelings are still there, and so its kind of an akward friendship... but anyways enough about that. I had alot to drink, as well as everyone else, however no one had as much as Josh did. He was falling all over the place, and I was getting drunk enough to where I was also, so at one point and time, when I had fallen, Josh came over to help me up, and instead he fell on me, and ended up grabbing me somewhere (which I am not going to talk about any further than that), and then he kept falling and falling, so I decided he should go in and go to bed, but he wouldn't listen to me, so I went and sat on the porch, and talked to everyone else, and somehow I ended up throwing Smirnoff on Travis, who then threw what ever he was drinking on Tina, who threw her drink on Josh, who threw his drink on Alex, who got the water hose, and tried to spray everyone, and sometime after that, I finally convinced Josh to go inside, cause he was still drinking, and I didn't want him to get sick, or to fall and hurt himself, so we got him inside, and he got sick, and someone went to use the bathroom, and the toilet over flowed, and everything was happening all at once, and then mom woke up and started yelling about all the noice, and she said everyone had to leave, and then me and her got into it, cause she is living with me, at my house, and I told her if she didnt like it she could leave, but no one was in any shape to go anywhere. Well for some reason, we decided it would be good to go to white castle :-D, and I drove, and we made it, and we ate, and by then I was sober, so we came home, and travis and Alex left, and tina and I went to bed. (that is not even close to everything that happend, but I am getting sick of typing about this day cause I still have 2 more days to go, so I am leaving alot out)
Thursday morning, we woke up, to take Josh to work, who decided he wasn't going to go to work, cause he was still sick, so we went to get some breakfast, and he attempted to call in, but didn't talk to managment, cause before they answered he got sick again. Tina needed to go get clothes to wear to work, so we took Josh back home, so he could go back to sleep, and then we went shopping, and then we came back to my house so she could take a nap before she went to work. I tried to sleep but kept getting woke up, so I didn't get much sleep at all. Josh didn't get up till like 6 that night. I took him home, then came back home. Then later on Tina, me, whit, dani, and jenn, went to Dennys to eat. We were supposed to have a party that night, but after wends night, i was partied out, and after dennys I came in and went to bed. Which brings me to today
Today I got up, and hung out with Tina and Whit, cause I am borrowing Tina's car. Later on I have to go get Josh, cause me and him are going to hang out, and then when Tina gets off, her, whit, and I are going out. So that is how this week has been. I'm thinking of having a party Sun or Thurs night next week, I guess we'll see. I hope this next week goes by slow cause sat I'll be back to work, and I'm dreading that, cause some new changes happened the first day of my vacation. And I am going to feel out of the loop when I get back. I guess I am going to end this now, and find something to do, I need to get ready for tonight before long, but I have a feelng I am going to play on POGO first.
P.S.
This is a long entry, at least for me. And it is also the first time I have ever sit and wrote down what happened during the day or week. And I'm not sure I'll ever do so again, cause I don't like to type that much :).
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