I'm really tired.

Life's too busy for me.
It won't stop for me.

Everyone's going around,

revolving with the world,

and I am left to stand

alone and stare.

Every once in a while,

someone would come

to me and smile.

But not because

they notice me.

It is only because

they need something from me.

I'm really tired.

I don't want to think anymore.

And sometimes,

I don't want to feel as well.

I feel so used and abused.

Taken for granted

and taken advantaged of.

Everyone comes to me

because they think

I can help them.

They need me to do

something for them.

It is not because they see me.

I can't remember going out

anymore because they want

to spend time with me.

They want to be with me

because they need someone

to listen to them,

someone to comfort them.

And I wonder, would they ever

look at me if they were

so high up there

and happy with their own life?

Would I be able to see

someone smile at me

because of me...

because I am me?

Or would I only see

that smile when I

help you in your need?

I feel invisible.

A passing wind,

no one sees,

no one notices.

A wind they're too sure

that would always be there

that it don't matter if they

leave me behind

and forget me for a while.

I had always been there

for you guys, right?

Would someone be there

for me too? I ask not

to return the favor,

I did those things

because I care.

But I do ask not

to be forgotten

and taken for granted.

Do not think that

I am always there.

Because sometimes,

I too am in need.

Don't depend on me so much,

because I am like you

and I cannot do everything for you.

I will do what I can,

but don't think of me as your savior.

Don't use me only when you're in need,

like a toy you play with when you're lonely.

I wish someone would

smile at me when they SEE me.

I wish someone would...LOVE me...

Instead of USING me....LOVE me

just because...and not after I have helped them...